In Modern Bonds

Florence Earle Coates (1850–1927)

The Unconquered Air, and Other Poems (1912)

Early and late, one day but as another,One night—one dreary night, like to its brotherSilent and songless, empty of desire,—A numbness after unremitting tire,—So, in a vicious circle bound alway,From light to darkness and from night to dayI move: a thing mechanical, I ween,As this my comrade here—this vast machineWhich seems more of me than my blood and bone;Which more doth own me than my God doth own.

For what of difference is 'twixt it and meLies in myself a vague and nameless sorrow,Baffling and barren as the flickering gleamOf starlight fallen on a frozen stream,Holding no ray of promise for a morrowWhose moments, as they come and go, must be—For one who welcomes nor the night nor morn,Whose weariness scarce knows itself forlorn—But portions of a dull, unwished eternity.