Lover and Friend hast Thou put far from me

Louise Chandler Moulton (1835โ€“1908)

Psalm lxxxviii. 18.

HEAR the soft September rain intone,And cheerful crickets chirping in the grass,โ€”I bow my head, I, who am all alone:The light winds see, and shiver as they pass.

No other thing is so bereft as I,โ€”The rain-drops fall, and mingle as they fall,โ€”The chirping cricket knows his neighbour nigh,Leaves sway responsive to the light wind's call.

But Friend and Lover Thou hast put afar,And left me only Thy great, solemn sky,โ€”I try to pierce beyond the farthest starTo search Thee out, and find Thee ere I die.

But dim my vision is, or Thou dost hideThy sacred splendour from my yearning eyes:Be pitiful, O God, and open wideTo me, bereft, Thy heavenly Paradise.

Give me one glimpse of that sweet, far off rest,โ€”Then I can bear Earth's solitude again;My soul, returning from that heavenly quest,Shall smile, triumphant, at each transient pain.

Nor would I vex my heart with grief or strife,Though Friend and Lover Thou hast put afar,If I could see, through my worn tent of Life,The steadfast shining of Thy morning star.